I’m reading through my old journals as I work on my second
book. Back in late 2005 through early 2006, I was reading in Isaiah from the
Amplified Bible for my Quiet Times. I’m amazed at how much I got out of Isaiah.
There were many encouragements.
One encouragement was found in Isaiah 50:10. As I read that
verse again, I recognized that sometimes my perspective on my struggles doesn’t
match God’s perspective. I think when I’m struggling and everything seems like
doom and gloom, I’m not seeing life the way God wants me to see life. Verse 10
says,
“Who is among you who [reverently] fears the Lord, who obeys
the voice of His Servant, yet who walks in darkness and deep trouble and has no
shining splendor [in his heart]? Let him rely on, trust in, and be confident in
the name of the Lord, and let him lean upon and be supported by his God.”
First, this verse says we may (probably will) have times of
darkness and deep trouble and be without the shining splendor (joy) in our
hearts. God recognizes that. He says that there are people (like myself) who
may walk in darkness even while they fear the Lord. That may seem depressing to
you and maybe you feel it lacks the hope you are looking for in your life.
That’s how I often see things. I think if I’m not always joyful and uplifted
then maybe I don’t really reverently fear God. If you have had your doubts in
that area, be assured that you can be one of God’s chosen people and still
suffer from trouble and suffer through darkness in your lives. This verse says
so.
Second, let’s not miss the second part of this verse. It
tells us that there’s a way to persevere through the suffering and hardships.
We can rely on, trust in, and be confident in the name of the Lord. We can lean
upon and be supported by our God. That tells me where to go when everything
else seems to have failed me (and maybe I should go here first). I can go to
God. And when I do go to God, my perspective on my suffering changes. My
situation may still be dark and full of trouble, but there’s ultimate hope that
God will see me through. That support is not available anywhere else. Only God
is truly reliable and knows how to support us.
Again, ultimately, He’s already given us everything we need
for eternal life: Jesus Christ. That’s where our hope can come from. Even if my
depression seems to be ruling in my life right now, I can look at things from
that eternal perspective and know that this life is not the end. Better days
are ahead.
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