What is it?

Looking through my journals and email, I found out that I was wishing for a lot of good things to happen. I claimed to be “hoping,” but I did not/could not be confident the desired outcome would happen. That is not what hope is about. Hope is more than wishing. [Want to know more? Click here.]

Thursday, April 13, 2017

God's Protection: Acts 23:10-35


We all know that God’s protection is always available to us, but sometimes we just don’t understand how He’s going to get us out of certain situations or circumstances. Paul must have been wondering some of those things as he was imprisoned in Jerusalem with the Jews out to get him. The Jews had tried to kill him once already during this, his final, stay in Jerusalem. They wouldn’t give up and Paul was at the mercy of the Roman commander and his soldiers. How was God going to get him out of this mess?
We’ve seen in the past that Paul was miraculously rescued from other prisons by angels. God sent His divine messengers and soldiers to break Paul’s chains and open prison doors. Would He do that this time? Or would He use some other means for protecting Paul from the Jewish mob and assassins?
In a rather long accounting of the events in Jerusalem Luke tells us how God worked in this situation. Acts 23:10-35 tells the story of Paul’s rescue from the mob and the people God used to accomplish this. First, the army gets involved. The commander saw the commotion going on in the Temple courtyard and went to investigate. Usually the Romans just let the Jews handle Jewish things on their own, but the commander (Lysias) saw that a riot was beginning to form and felt he needed to do something about it. So, upon finding Paul being attacked, he sent his soldiers into the fray and had them pull Paul out so an orderly hearing could take place. The commander tried to have a peaceful hearing, but the Jews again became agitated at Paul’s explanation of his life and ministry, and the commander had to rescue him a second time. So, God used the Roman soldiers to protect Paul.
During Paul’s night in the barracks of the Romans, he had a vision or an encounter with Jesus Christ. Acts 23:11 says, “But on the night immediately following, the Lord stood at his side and said, ‘Take courage; for as you have solemnly witnessed to My cause at Jerusalem, so you must witness at Rome, also.’” So, Paul was encouraged through a miraculous appearance of Christ as he wondered what was going to become of him. It’s possible Paul was feeling defeated, depressed, self-incriminating because he failed to fully proclaim the resurrection message to the Jews of Jerusalem; he may have been wondering if God would still use him or if this was the end. But, Jesus told him to “buck up,” “take courage,” “be of good cheer” (depending on the translation looked at). God was still in the busy of miracles and he was not using angels this time.
He was using people. Acts 23:16 tells us of a young man (possibly a child) who overheard the Jewish plan to assassinate Paul, and reported it to Paul. (The Scriptures tell us the young man was Paul’s sister’s son.) Paul then sent the boy to the commander and the commander took immediate action to get Paul out of the city and to Caesarea where the governor, Felix, held court. The accusers would have to go to Caesarea to present their side of the story to Felix. (They probably did that in short order; we’ll see what happens in Acts 24 when I get there.) So, God used a child and the Roman commander, again, to protect Paul from the zealots in Jerusalem. Not only did the commander send Paul away but he sent an armed guard of about 472 men, including most of the cavalry. And they put Paul on a horse to expedite matters. They moved swiftly away from the city in the middle of the night and were more than halfway to Caesarea (more than 60 miles from Jerusalem) by morning.
God’s protection doesn’t end there. Felix saw fit to hear the case and put Paul under guard in Herod’s Praetorium until the trial could be held. Still protecting Paul (although not as respectfully as the commander in Jerusalem had treated him). Of course, Paul is away from the rabble-rousers in Jerusalem, but the trial was yet to be held. That takes place in Acts 24 so I’m excited to see how everything turns out. Maybe I’ll write about that next week.

Thursday, April 6, 2017

18 Years: Acts 22


This week I celebrate 18 years of continuous sobriety. That’s a milestone for a couple fo reasons. First, it’s always a milestone to have another year under my belt. Second, the longest stretch of continuous sobriety I had before was 17 years. This comes with mixed feelings and many thoughts.
I owe a large part of this accomplishment to having a relationship with a Higher Power. My Higher Power is Jesus. I’m not ashamed of that. Another part of my success this time around has been the principles of Alcoholics Anonymous, especially the experiences provided to me by the various groups and relationships I’ve been a part of. Remembering what life was like before, the situations around my getting sober, and what life has been like since getting sober mirror my salvation story to a great extent. And, that story or testimony follows a pattern long established by the apostle Paul in Acts 22.
There are three parts to Paul’s testimony as stated in Acts 22. Basically the three parts can be outlined like this:
1. Acts 22:3 – Paul’s explaining that he was born a Jew and had the best Jewish education available. His life before Christ.
2.  Acts 22:4-16 – The circumstances of his conversion and reasons why he believed he was called to preach the gospel to the Gentiles.
3.  Acts 22:17-21 – Why he went to Gentiles; vindicating his conduct among the Gentiles.
This is Paul’s salvation story: Before, how salvation came, life since.
My salvation story can follow this pattern. Salvation from sins and salvation from alcohol. Basically I was depressed and filled with total despair. I was without hope or plans for the future. I drank to avoid feeling the emotions and experiencing the thought that my life’s purpose was over. I was lonely and had no close friends. I felt separated from God and from other people. I thought there was nothing to live for and was suicidal. I first got sober (in 1978) because someone introduced me to Jesus and that relationship with Him turned my life around. At that time, I now had a relationship with another person (Jill, who shared with me about Jesus) and with Jesus (a loving, caring, helping, all-powerful God). In late 1998, another woman (Cathy) reminded me of that relationship and became a human friend. It took me until the spring to really embrace those relationships, but when I finally did, I was able to stop drinking again and start dealing with the issues plaguing my life. And since then, my relationships with God and other people have continued to develop (with the help of some therapy) and usually I can find hope in the midst of internal turmoil. I also have a sense of purpose I didn’t have before. I can be of aid to others – in their spiritual walks and/or in their recovery from alcoholism. God has used me in the past and I have a certain amount of security as I believe He will use me in the present and future.
There are many other details to the story, but the basics are all there. As I think back on some of the details, I see how God was orchestrating the events in my life to bring me back to Him and to prepare to use me to help others.
So today, as I look back, I also look forward and rejoice in the ways God can use me, if I’m open to His leading and obedient to His Word.